Ugh ugh ugh. I need a hug.
Papers, proposals, outlines, actual writing, and reading is all piling up on top of me. Figuratively, but its' not long before my Complete Works gets frustrated and leads the rebellion - soon all of my books and paper assignments will find the opportune time (while I'm napping, I would assume) and actually climb on top of me, suffocating me. I would imagine they would do this in the pursuit of a less overwhelmed student to read and do them.
Major decisions loom in the distance - health decisions, wedding decisions, school decisions, living situation decisions, job decisions, and all of that piles up on top of me too. I was kind of hoping I was the kind of person who could block out every important decision until Plan was over, but alas Plan just sits on top of everything else.
Perhaps I will look back on this time and think, "What was I so stressed out about? It was a lot, but I totally got it all done!"
...or perhaps I'll think, "Jesus christ. I can't believe I ever thought that amount of stress and work was hard."
My head hurts.
