This was the worst week ever.
This week I tried to change things. Set up meeting after meeting after meeting and it all culminated in the realization that what is going wrong is so much bigger than what I can handle. Getting shut-down here becomes the normal, and it hurts and I just want to scream, "BUT THIS ISN'T RIGHT!"
This week I realized I'm invested in too many things at Marlboro, and not enough in my own Plan work. It's horrible, but I guess sometimes you have to put on your blinders. Pick a few things you care about and work on those. Be a good RA to your dormies. Take care of your own stuff.
Sometimes I wish I had never come here, because everything feels so hard. But then Brian Mooney and I have a tutorial where we spend 80% of the time doing a stylistic analysis of Twilight. Where else could I have gone, really?
Good thing Bella procrastinated jumping into the back of that truck. She would have missed out on blowing Edwards cover as an intense eye contact enthusiast.
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